Ok, I am obviously not much of a blogger. I would love to be....I am very encouraged by the blogs I follow (though I only really keep up with a few on my long 'follow' list) and I really admire the authors of them. I do love to write but I am intimidated. by what exactly I can't tell you! I am too afraid of far too many things. Material for prayer I guess. I suppose a good way to work on that is to post something at least a couple of times a week. I have heard/read that many authors just make themselves write a certain amount of time each day. So I will try to do this. Or as Yoda said, "Do, or do not. There is no try." I especially love when people post photographs or graphics on their blogs. I have yet to figure out how to do that but I will find out. I love that I can post music on my page, in fact I want to see if I can insert my music player near the top of this blog so that it starts whenever someone happens to read. I love love love music on blogs, it tells a lot about the author. I love music in general. In fact sometimes Jesus seems to wake me up with particular songs in my mind. It usually takes me a few moments to notice this, and I appreciate very much when He does this. Last night I spent some time reading through a couple of old journals. I have been feeling very stressed and pulled in opposing directions lately....I remembered a couple of years ago I was feeling just the opposite of that....and so I read some pages from that time. It definitely helped. And Jesus reminded me to just let go of everything and stop trying to figure things out on my own. Man, I don't know why it takes me so long to really comprehend something so simple. Is anyone reading? LOL. Well, no matter. I will use this to build some self discipline in my life if nothing else. I do want to write. So here I go.